beautiful weather, not good mood. like usually in recent days. i am still asking myself: is it possible? i have no idea, i am tired of thinking, of being sad, of having no clue. why am i trudging into this, i am aware it's not gonna happen, but i am looking forward to something impossible. i just love you, and you don't. true story. sad, but true.

very beautiful day. I have missed these days. really. 

maybe I'm not like others, maybe I don't have a behaviour like others, I don't laugh at things like others, but I'm glad of that I have. 

sois ici, avec moi, rire avec moi, parler avec moi.

*I really have to lose my weight. really. any ideas how can I do that? :>

oh, yes. day is probably better now. I thought that it could have been worse, but no. I feel a little bit dizzy, I think I will be ill or something, but I don't want to. school is pissing me off. as well.


I wish I could have someone right now, here, by my side. 

trololololololololo.

the end of the winter holidays has come so unexpediately, that it has really suprised me. though, I think I spent them as one of the best, quite a lot things happened, it was a lot of nice moments and suprises.

however, something's still worrying me, something's pervading, and something's else astonishing.

explosive mixture.

sometimes, it's painful, that people don't see, what I see.

that they don't appreciate that, that they have. they don't know, what they say. they don't think, what they do.